Not Busy

Well I think I found out that I do not like not being busy. The feeling that I'm being unproductive is seriously horrible for some reason. I've felt this way for about a year and a half now. It kind of gives the side feeling of no hope, because I know I have nothing to work towards, and that to me is a heavy burden. I think I have a few things to work on this summer: Humility, patience, integrity, and confidence. These are traits that I have been lacking lately and I will hopefully work hard on these abstract goals n_n (with the help of God of course)